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A Day of Peace by Instabula92, literature

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A Day of Peace

The USS Gabrielle Coleman, an Excelsior-Class Refit cruiser, lies in Orbit around Sutaka XIII. Its hull is reflecting sunlight showing of the NCC-60501. In the background a planet with three rings is slowly starting to shut off the light coming from the system's sun. Second Officer Neth's Personal Log: Stardate 65251.3. We remain in the Mantilis Sector. Our mission to explore sectors of the Beta Quadrant while the current power vacuum is still in place is continued to be dismissed by Captain Sh'charith. I have renewed my formal protest as the Captain proposed. She has argued very cogently that it is would be misguieded for me or Commander Valar to risk repercussions to our careers for our ship's actions. We have been rescheduling this ship's 'days' to a three-shift system due to our continous lack of officers and crew. Today we sent out two shuttlecraft to the Basileos system and left away teams on Numa, Rator III, and Zyman. I held the bridge together with Bol-Sot and two officers I

Wenn die Traenen gefrieren... by Instabula92, literature

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Wenn die Traenen gefrieren...

Wenn die Tränen gefrieren... Schwere Schritte im Schnee, ein Rascheln der Blätter im eisigen November-Wind. Ein Blick auf die Uhr. Fast Mitternacht. In die kalte, frische Luft mischte sich ein Geruch. Die erkältete Nase des Zeitungsausträgers weitete sich. Es dauerte eine Weile, in der der Heranwachsende seinen Wagen abgestellt hatte. Zweifellos handelte es sich um den Geruch von Alkohol, Schnaps um genau zu sein. Trotz Schnee und Eis gelang es ihm relativ schnell, die Achse seines Karrens wieder zurückzuschieben und den Zeitungswagen erneut hinter sich herzuziehen. Er ging weiter auf die Bushaltestelle zu. Den schw

Das Gleichnis vom Aquarium und den Fischen by Instabula92, literature

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Das Gleichnis vom Aquarium und den Fischen

Vor langer Zeit lebte jemand, der ein Aquarium besaß. Täglich saß er mehrere Stunden davor und beobachtete die Fische, die darin umherschwammen. Regelmäßig fütterte er sie, reinigte das Aquarium und tat alles, damit es den kleinen Fischen gut ging. Bald schon kannte er einige ihrer Namen, begann sogar ihre Gewohnheiten zu begreifen. So ging es tagein tagaus. Neue Fische wurden geboren, Alte verstarben. Der Aquariumsbesitzer merkte auch, wenn einige fort wollten und hinderte sie nicht. So vergangen Tage, Wochen, Monate, Jahre. Er wurde nicht müde, seine Fische zu beobachten. Erst auf seine alten Tage, als

Der Sprung by Instabula92, literature

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Der Sprung

Der Sprung Augen zu, einmal tief durchatmen, nicht runterschauen, nur ein Schritt. Geblinzelt, noch einmal. Augen zu, einatmen, nicht runterschauen, ein Schritt. Geschafft. Zeit steht still, Panik flammt auf, nach rechts schauen, nach links schauen, Kopf nach unten dreh'n. Seh' das Wasser, es kommt näher, spür das Blut in meinem Kopf, höre wie es rauscht. Panik, große Panik schwillt an, flaut ab, ein Blick, tausend Fragen: Ist es richtig? Falsch? Habe ich etwas vergessen? Will ich zurück? Nein. Alles richtig, spüre Aufprall, spüre nichts mehr. Kurzer Schmerz, endlich Stille.

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Instabula92

May 29, 2020

Dependence

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You know, you depend too much on a person when your world breaks apart when she can't make it. You know, you depend too much on someone, when you would always be in time, do anything for her, and she is fine with saying she can't make it. It's fair, it's fine, at least in a friendship. And, most truthfully, it is the lack of a relationship and lack of multiple meaningful friendships at a time that's leaving its bitter taste again. By now, I have lots of friends. However, I make myself dependent of one of these, the one I deem most worthy of most of my issues and stuff. I need to get out of this at some point :'(

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Instabula92

Jan 1, 2014

happieness

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I know, one isn't supposed to be happy all the time. And that is not what I am asking for. What I am asking for, is to be happy from time to time. I want to be happy, I want to be sad. I want a normal life with all its ups and downs. And I want it to be real life. I do not want to be happy only when I am watching series or films, when I read books or when I make it to get good grades at university. I want to be happy with other people, I want to meet people, get to know them and spend time together with them. I want at least the chance to have a family in the future. For if there is not even the glimpse of hope for that, what is one's life su

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Oct 21, 2012

absolute power/all choices but...

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When you're new to college, you feel lost, alone and lonely. But you got all chances to change that by going to parties and meeting new ppl. And I'd love to do so but I constantly fear what ppl think of me, expect of me, etc. I am afraid to be taunted, bullyied, ridiculed etc. again! Some scars never heal...